Saturday, November 06, 2004
AIM sucks
Song of the moment: My Immortal by Evanescence
I was going through my buddy list today, and I realized that I only talk to 3-4 people in it out of 170 +. And I bet 85% of the people in my list have changed thier screen names by now. I used to be an AIM maniac. Now I'm just like... ugh.... I only sign on if I feel lonely and want to talk to some random people I barely know.
I'm bored as hell. But that's really my fault. I could have gone out, but I'm afraid I might get sicker than I am right now and we all know how being sick is a bitch.
Damnit. That's it, I'm going out tommorow. Maybe I'll go watch I *heart* Hucklebees tommorow. Or Saw with Robin and her mom. I saw Robin's mom and sister at 7-11 yesterday, and she offered me a ride home. After knowing her for 10 years, she still calls me "Milabel". I keep telling her my name is Miladel, or just to call me Mil to make things easier, but she still insists on calling me Milabel. What a nut.
Anywho, yeah. I'm still bored. Life sucks sometimes. But not all the time. And it's fun typing in short sentences when you're bored. It makes things less boring. Until you reach a point when you have to stop typing to save your sanity. Like now. Stop. Mil. Just stop typing and close the browser and slowly walk away.
Atta girl.
Friday, November 05, 2004
This is Me
I just dropped both of my Drama classes today. I dropped my Drama 2-3-4 class because I really could not stand the people in that class any longer and if I had stayed for the whole semester, I know I would have ended up stabbing one of them. I dropped my Drama 1 class (it's not really even a class for me, I'm just a teacher's aid) because I got tired of helping people and talking to people that I don't even know the names of, or really care about.
I got really tired of staying after lunch for those classes every single day. I love memorizing lines and stepping into the shoes of another person, but I just didn't enjoy my Drama 2/3/4 class anymore and I know it came out in my acting. I realized that two days ago when I performed my monologue. I just didn't have the energy to be around those people anymore. I'm probably not even making any sense right now, but yeah. I'm just typing what's in my head.
Anywho, I'm supposed to go downtown with Lorraine at 5 to take night pictures for our Photography class. But since my mom drove to Vacaville with my sister for the FIFTH WEEK and won't be back until tommorow morning, I might just call Isaac and tell him to pick me up so we can hang out. Bah. I just wish my sister left her car keys here so I can drive her car around. I tried using a coat hanger to unlock her car and attempt to hot-wire it, but it didn't work. Fucker.
I'm pissed.
I AM 81% ASSHOLE/BITCH! ![]() I am one of those people that love to hear the sound of their voice. That and my lousy attitude make for a mixture as toxic next-day-mexican-dinner-ass-drip. |
I AM 39% INTERNET ADDICT! ![]() I could go either way. Deep into the madness of nights filled with coding CGI-Scripts and online role playing games, or I could become a normal user. Good luck! |
I AM 12% GEEK! ![]() I wanna be a geek. But I'm not. Why would I even want to be one. Do I think it's fun? I should try writting an online test application at 1 am in my underwear |
I AM 40% RAVER! ![]() Well, I may have been to a rave. I probably know a bunch of ravers, but they may think of me as an outsider. That's okay, at least I am not a complete freak. |
I AM 84% EVIL GENIUS! ![]() I am pure evil. I lie awake at night devising schemes of world domination, and I will not rest until all living souls bend to my will. |
I AM 32% HIPPIE! ![]() I need to step away from the tie-dye. I smell too good to be a hippie and my dad is probably a cop. Being a hippie is not a fashion craze, man. It was a way of life, in the 60’s, man. |
I AM 16% WHITE TRASH! ![]() I, my friend, have class. I am so not white trash. . I am more than likely Democrat, and my place is neat, and there is a good chance I may never drink wine from a box. |
I AM 28% GOTH! ![]() Goth ny night, normal by day. Deep in my heart I know I am evil, but not on the company's time. I do need to eat. |
I AM 47% EMO! ![]() Hmm.. I should stop listening to Dashboard Confessional.... enough said... Now that I stopped looking at my shoes, I know how the real world looks. |